Broken. Little. Misfit.
Rosie. 5'1". August 14.
Living life the way I want because I can.
Regret Nothing.
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I went to the big memorial set up outside of the movie theater in Aurora and there was a jar that said take a ribbon so I took one and pinned it on my shoe. Just a few minutes after I had done that a couple girls came up and gave me another one which I will hold close. It’s amazing what power humans have when we come together.
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ABOUT ME
► Name ➔ Rosie
► Will you answer all questions truthfully ➔ Why not
► You may start ➔ okay….
► Are you single ➔ no :)
► Are you happy ➔ at this moment, i don’t really have any emotions lol just tired
► Are you bored ➔ not really, but kinda
► Are you sad ➔ i was last night cuz i couldn’t sleep but I’m not really now
► Are you Italian ➔ No
► Are you German ➔ yes
► Are you Asian ➔ No
► Are you angry ➔ depends on what i think about, yeah i guess
► Are you Irish ➔ yes
► Are your parents still married ➔ Yes
TEN FACTS:
► Birth Place ➔ Newport Beach, CA
► Hair Color ➔ Brown!
► Eye color ➔ Hazel
► Birthday ➔ August 14
► Mood ➔ tired af
► Gender ➔ Lady
► Lefty or Righty ➔ Righty
► Summer or winter ➔ summer I hate snow
► Morning or afternoon ➔ if I’m awake for mornings I love them but if I have to force it I don’t
TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
► Are you in love ➔ I hope so
► Do you believe in love at first sight ➔ not as much as I used to
► Who ended your last relationship ➔ I did…. I felt bad about it for a while but he took it harder than necessary
► Have you ever been hurt ➔ who hasn’t?
► Have you ever broken someone’s heart ➔ uhmmm maybe? idk people say I’m a heartbreaker haha
► Are you friends with your ex ➔ with some of them yes, my last one no, he hates me
► Are you afraid of commitment ➔ I strive for it but I do fear it because I’m afraid of committing to the wrong person
► Have you hugged someone within the last week? ➔ I think so
► Have you ever had a secret admirer ➔ nope, but I’ve had a stalker and still do idk where they went lol
► Have you ever broken your own heart? ➔ uhmmm idk?
TEN CHOICES
► Love or lust ➔ Love for sure
► Lemonade or iced tea ➔ uhmmm atm lemonade even though it’s bad for my teeth
► Cats or Dogs ➔ DOGS
► A few best friends or many regular friends ➔ a few best friends don’t need a hundred basic bitches on my ass
► Television or internet ➔ Internet for sure
► Pepsi or Coke ➔ neither I don’t drink soda
► Wild night out or romantic night in ➔ oooo uhhmmm a while ago I probably would have said a wild night out, but now I’d say romantic night in
► Pink or purple ➔ Purpleeee
► Day or night ➔ Night timeee
► IM or Phone ➔ PHONE
TEN HAVE YOU EVER
► Been caught sneaking out ➔ yes
► Fallen off the stairs ➔ yess
► White water rafted ➔ yeahh
► Finished an entire jawbreaker ➔ i think so?
► Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ➔ Yeah
► Prank called a store ➔ no haha
► Skipped school ➔ nope
► Wanted to disappear ➔ almost all the time
TEN PREFERENCES
► Smile or eyes ➔ omg you can’t make me decide
► Light or dark hair ➔ Dark
► Fat or skinny ➔ Skinny
► Shorter or Taller ➔ Taller
► Intelligence or Attraction ➔ Both
► Jock or Nerd ➔ I hate those stereotypes, I refuse to pick either because you could have a nerd who’s an asshole or a jock who’s an asshole or they could be nice, a clique doesn’t determine a soul
► Hook-up or Relationship ➔ Relationship
► Funny and poor OR rich and serious ➔ Funny and poor
LAST…
► Last Phone Call ➔ My boyfrienddd <3
► Last phone call you received ➔ My boyfriend called me last night while I was sleeping
► Last person you hung out with ➔ My volleyball crewww
► Last thing you ate ➔ chicken spaghetti
► Last thing you drank ➔ milkkkk <3
► Last site you went to ➔ Tumblr
► Last place you were ➔ my room
RELATIONSHIPS
► Are you in a committed relationship ➔ yes
► When was your last relationship ➔ well, now, but my previous wasn’t too long ago, I broke up with him because I knew he wasn’t what I wanted, and my currently boyfriend was who I wanted :)
► Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ➔ i think so
► Do you still love them ➔ duhh my boyfriend
► Do you like someone right now ➔ my boyfriend yes duh
FAMILY
► Do you and your family get along ➔ somewhat, at least, my mom n bro for the most part
► Would you say you have a “messed up life”➔ yeah, but it’s help me grow so I don’t regret it
► Have you ever run away from home ➔ yeah
► Have you ever gotten kicked out ➔ nope
► If so, how long ➔ ——
FRIENDS
► Do you secretly hate one of your friends ➔ aww I have to say just one?
► Do you consider all of your friends good friends ➔ definitely not
► Who are/is your best friend(s) ➔ they know who they are
► Would you die for them ➔ hell yesssss she been with me since childhood
► Who knows everything about you ➔ hmmmm definitely my cali seesterrr
Fitness Survey
Current Weight: 107
Highest Weight: 110?
Lowest Weight: 99?
Goal Weight: I don’t have any weight I’m trying to reach I just want a better butt
Favourite Binge Food? Ice cream
Favourite Exercise? I love my butt sculpting reps that I learned from DeStorm
What Makes You Slip Up? Laziness!
What Makes You Strong? I get random blips of extreme motivation, I guess when I think about the future enough I really work to get there
How Many Calories Do You Consume A Day? I never count
What Do You See When You Look In The Mirror? I see someone who is thin, but I am not trying to lose weight, I am trying to make my butt better/bigger
Are You In A Relationship? Yes
Are You The Fat Or Thin One Out Of Your Friends? I’m the thin/fit one with a nice behind, but I have high expectations for myself
Are You Depressed? I sure as hell hope not
Ever Been To A Psychologist? Nope, just therapists here and there
Are You On Any Medication? None? I was on a lot of medications for my hip surgery though omg that was hell
I AM -
[] anorexic
[] ednos
[] bulimic
[] living off diet pills
[] hungry
[] thirsty
[X] drinking something
[] eating something
[] under 100lbs
[] starving myself
[] participating in a fast
[] vegan
[] vegetarian (except fish, which I want to gradually stop eating but right now it’s better for my health if I keep eating it. Well, according to my doctor anyway)
[] losing weight healthily
PEOPLE -
[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic
[] call me fat
[X] say I’m skinny
[] say I’m ugly
[x] say I’m pretty
[X] spread rumors about me
[] force me to eat
[] say I eat too much
[] wish I’d eat more
[] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic
[] have tried to stop me
I WISH -
[] I was thin
[x] I had a better body BUTT
[] I didn’t have to eat
[] I could control myself
[] I was under 100lb
[] I could avoid food
[] I could hide what I am
[] I wasn’t fat
[X} I was prettier
[] I could stop being ana/mia
[] I had a boy/girlfriend
[] I could disappear
I LOVE -
[] feeling hungry
[x] seeing a difference
[x] shaking
[] being weak
[] losing weight
[] being anorexic/bulimic
[] green tea
[] diet pills
[] being able to turn down food
[x] feeling good about myself
I HATE -
[] when people stare
[] being asked questions
[] having to eat
[] being single
[] wearing short skirts
[] feeling fat
[X] looking ugly
[X] feeling this way
[] fat people
I NEED -
[] more support
[] people to stay out of my business
[x] more friends
[X] someone to know how I feel
[] less food
[X] more water
[] a gym membership
[] to lose 50 lbs
[] to lose 30 lbs
[] to lose 10lbs
1.Favourite time to workout? I’m not sure if it’s the best time or not but I seem to get the most out of my workouts when I do workouts later in the night.
2. Favourite place to workout? I don’t really have an easily accessible gym or anything like that so a lot of my workouts are in my room
3. Favourite workout shirt? When I am playing volleyball, which is one of my largest workouts, I use tennis shirts because I HATE when I sweat and sleeves get stuck on my shoulders ick hate that
4. Favourite workout shorts? My volleyball spandex is nice
5. Favourite song to listen to while working out. Anything upbeat, something that you would expect to hear as a warmup song before a game
6. Weights exercise you like most? See I am not a hardcore workout kinda person so I don’t know what this question is asking lol
7. Favourite post workout snack? Chocolate milk, strawberry banana smoothie
8. How do you get to your place of working out? If it’s volleyball I drive in, but my independent workouts are in my room so yeah.
9. Would you workout if you didn’t have to in order to stay fit and healthy? Yes that’s what I’m doing right now. I have a wonderful metabolism and a pretty good diet but I want to improve a specific asset
10. Favourite thing to do to pass time during cardio? Listen to music I guess
11. How many times per week do you exercise? This summer has been really like anywhere from 1-2 times a week but it’s going to become twice a day for five days out of the week in a couple weeks so it’s going to be intense 10 times a week
12. What gets you most motivated to workout? I have flares of motivation that come out of nowhere so I honestly have no clue lol
13. Do you work alone or with a partner? I prefer to exercise alone, fear of judgement and having to do just as good if not better than someone is not my deal, because nobody understands what I am aiming for. If I had someone in the same circumstance as me then maybe I would work out with them.
14. Any embarrassing moments while running or at the gym? I honestly, if there were any I don’t remember them
15. Water or sports drink? It honestly depends, as long as it’s cold I’d take a nice cold water (anything but disani) or cold gatorade (the blue kind or lemonade kind)
16. Favorite thing about working out? The results
